The last indulgence



only about one month left before i leave here
so i make decision not to be hard on my feeling
im gonna let it flow.whatever it is,just for the time being.
cause i know at some point this feeling needs to end
and ill move this feeling as im moving to the next phase of life
at that place, there wont be anymore reason left for me not to move on.
the pain will be forgotten
and only memories will remains.