Empty Paddy Field



No matter how many times I return
I still have this feeling
That I don't belong here
Like I'm not fixing myself enough
to fit in

Maybe I don't need to
Naver meant to
because 'this' is not mine
It belongs to the people here

To the people that I love

and that is enough of a reason
to keep coming back

because one day
I might return to an empty space
and lingering regret of unending 'I wish...'

I hope what will be left and reflected then
are good memories
and maybe some not so good one
that I already made peace with