that loneliness i owned




that loneliness...
never stay away from me...
have you fall for me?
fall in love with me?

'he' keep following me...
even if i am not alone...
i can still feel 'his' presence,
at some corner of my heart...

that loneliness...
keep me accompany
teach me many thing
like i was going to be hurt by myself...
protecting me...

i have my friends...
i have my family...
i am not loveless...

so...

why are you still here?
do you love me that much?

i hate you
whenever you're there...
i feel alone...
with the pain and sadness...

i hate you
whenever you're there...
my heart emptied...
yet...so full with you


i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

i hate you?

how can i hate you when you're there with me...
when i'm alone.
how can i hate you when you're the the teacher who thought me...
to be brave...
to not depends on others...
to learn accepting 'yourself'...

so i can walk freely,witout fear
so i can be someone dependent,and dependable
so i'll be sad no more...if i'm alone...

because you are...
that loneliness that i own.

i'm used with you