Urusan yg kena gi tandas ni...
whether its now,
Or its too late
Melted: In neverland
Im not sure why
But just like the song i use to hear
About people growing colder as they get older
I've somehow becoming them
Family gathering suppose to warm your heart
But not mine
I've known all along that people need to change from inside
That it wont matter whatever people do or say they cant change you unless you want it to
Its been too long
From the little chika to the big chika
It always the same
This feeling of not being good enough
That im always at fault
I can never blame others but myself
For not learning, not changing
It just this immature part of mine that just too ego to accept this long lecture that happen throughout my life
I fully understand the situation of 'why' and yet this feeling still here
I cant help it
Slowly distance is more comfortable than having people around. It get easier not to care as it not gonna hurt anymore. And maybe, just maybe...
One day
I might die alone.
And no one will know.
Antara kita
N: Rasa nya suara chika paling best
Chika: dalam hati *hah?best?*
N: chika nye suara lg rendah dari kita
Chika: ohhh...base. B. A. S. E.
What is more important than time
Is memories
Because
Memories define who we are
If i were to lose time,
im still the person that everybody know and die with all the living memories
If i were to lose memories,
Then... Im nobody that i know. Who am i, who are these people. To me, we have not make any bond yet.
What kind of person i am.
Im just a blank pages with nothing to offer...but to write anew.
And yet here we are chasing time instead of making memories of the moment.
We fear too much
We fear of not having 'much' when all we need is 'enough'
A happy man is the one that is full inside regardless how much/less he is outside
Thats why we pray,
to be grateful of what is given,
finding strength to make through what is lost, and hope for a better future to come.
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